Hey ,im Anisha, im 19 i want to lose weight. I want to be a person that is not afraid when people talk behind my back, i want confidence. I want to restore my own self worth; ive been bullied, ive been scared to talk to express my own thoughts, feelings, and ive always doubted myself. I want to see myself as someone worthy. I know that i have to change my mentality before i can change my body, and im still working on it. I wont give up. I will not give up because this is my journey my fight. That im putting all my sweat,blood,tears, heart and soul into. I want to change for me i want to be healthy and to be happy and to say im proud of myself. To be able to look at myself in the mirror and not cry or not look down on myself and pick out every flaw i want to be happy for who i am. I will stay strong and i wont give up because i CAN DO IT!!! :D
Well people I have done it. I have gotten a gym membership sort of. Okay so this is how it goes, the starter fee is $70 but and u start paying $35 a months but get this they just had a promotion that i lucky was able to attend and gotten a great deal. Basically if your a student only u pay $20 bucks for one month and all u have to do is attend for the minimum of 9days within 30days and if you don’t like the gym you will be able to get your money back but if u want the membership all u have to do at the end of the month is pay the remainder of $50 and then u start the next month with $35 a month. These people have everything to a bunch of equipment,pools, classes, spa, tanning salon which I don’t need loll, to a message area, to a personal trainer and a basketball court and much more. I’m so happy right now I finally am buckling down and this morning I also started up with my oatmeal and it’s so good. Anyway thanks for hearing me rant Anisha out
TBT to the first year of college (back in 09) and now.
Shit who is that person?
Unfortunately I have stopped everything. I have been eating whatever I want, I have not worked outed since the end of summer, but the only thing that I am doing is drinking water. I feel like poop like a big pile of s&@$. I think I need help with this; the most part I have been doing it all alone. I have no more motivation but I want to work out tho and get fit, it’s just whenever I go home I knock right out and I’m so exhausted. This semester I’m taking six classes and working till 10pm. I would love if someone can make a workout regimen for me. Thanks for reading my rant Anisha out